Then, for about two weeks, I have no more such ideas; certainly, after a particularly satisfactory coitus, it may happen that, until the following attack, I don’t have any sympathy no matter with masochistic ideas. If I have had coitus, the prevalence of the fancies is probably postponed. Punctually, then, with the prevalence of libido, got here the masochistic fancies once more, which, despite my nice love for my wife, necessitated coitus with one other, with the accompaniment of masochistic concepts. You regard that as stunning and desirable which, in your own judgment, is without delay ugly, coarse, silly, and unattainable? Thus there may be the actual fact that every experienced prostitute is accustomed to maintain some suitable instrument (usually a whip) for flagellation; however it have to be remembered that there are men who have themselves whipped simply to extend their sexual pleasure; who, in contrast with masochists, regard flagellation as a way to an finish.
In “Venus in Furs,” we find these which might be like us in feeling,-phrase for phrase, line for line, are expressed the concepts so acquainted to us, which we believe to be our own exclusive discovery. I need to, nevertheless, state that I even have coitus with out being prepared by such ideas, particularly, too, with ladies that are acquainted with me and my position, and in whose presence I abhor such fancies. Too, since studying the “New Investigations” (early this year), I have really not reveled in my fancy once, though the masochistic tendency has occurred with regularity. Therefore, perhaps by reason of this open disclosure of things that must be secret, the studying of this ebook shocks masochists, undeceives them, and exerts a curative influence. I used to be just thinking it would be tremendous to get a specimen leaf from each changing tree and shrub and plant in autumn, in September and October, when it had bought its brightest, characteristic shade, intermediate in its transition from the green to the russet or brown state, the coloration of its ripeness, define it, and duplicate its colour exactly with paint in a ebook, a e-book which needs to be a memorial of October, be entitled October Hues, or Autumnal Tints.
Brygel, Jackie (28 August – 3 September 2010). “Who pushed Paul?”. After considering of such a situation for about half an hour, with a always ensuing erection, I carry out coitus with elevated lustful pleasure and strong ejaculation. You long for a scenario which in reality you’ll be able to never receive? But this apply of masochism in imagination, by means of concrete, associated ideas, can be avoided, or at the very least restricted. It’s here worthy of word that coitus maritalis, which was later resumed, did not show sufficient to banish the masochistic concepts, as masochistic coitus all the time does. Under the latter circumstances, however, I am not at all times potent, while, with masochistic concepts, my virility is ideal. She is gentle, however proud; for without the latter characteristic I can not conceive such a factor as sexual charm. I’ve never attempted to understand my very definite and characteristic concepts,-i.e., to attach them with the target world,-but I’ve contented myself with reveling in the thoughts; as a result of I was satisfied that my preferrred wouldn’t permit even an method to realization. I had the fortune to discover a wife who’s in the whole lot, however especially sexually, attractive to me; although, as I scarcely need say, she under no circumstances resembles my masochistic very best.